You Guys are my Heroes

Hey, guys.

You don't believe how much it means to me that all of you guys told me that you were praying for me. This is me:

*blank face* *mouth just about drops* *mind is blank with the idea that all of these people are actually praying for me* *realization sinks in* *still can't believe it*

Err, somethin' like that. ;)

I'm doing a little better. God's been working in me and putting the little broken pieces of me back together, slowly, one by one. It's like something I read in my devotional this morning--God will fix you, but it's going to be painful. It is, but I'm getting fixed. Please just keep on praying for me and my family. <3 It means so amazingly much, you seriously have no idea how amazing it is to know that other Christians are out there praying for me. <3 And if there's anything I can about about for you, please tell me. I would love to pray for you. :)

Part of this whole thing that's inside of me is that it's hard for me to really believe that God can forgive all of my sins it's just like, "Are you kidding?! But... but I'm not good enough!" But He does. And that's what I'm slowly able to accept. I don't have to think about my sins, dwell on my sins, stay stuck in my sins forever. They're forgiven and, in a way, they can just be forgotten. Bad memories that I've learned from.

Part of helping me get back to my "normal self", I think, is getting back into blogging. If you've been with me for most of my blogging journey, you know that I've been taking a serious bloggie break. (Like... I used to post each and every single day on each and every single blog I have/am apart of.) I probably still won't post every single day, but I'm hoping to get some more posts on here because, frankly, you guys are some of my best friends and I love connecting with you, sharing my thoughts, my talents, and things that are going on. I like being understood by other girls my age or around my age. (Or maybe not around my age at all.)

Wow, I seriously didn't think this post was going to be this long! (Seriously.) I'm going to be having a new design on here pretty soon, I'm just doing a few final tweaks on it before I want to put it up. ;) (I'm actually considering reading part of it... hmm...) There are lots of parts I like about it but, if you know me, I can be a little bit of a perfectionist about how my blogs look from my own eyes. :) So. That will be up pretty soon.

And the real reason I had decided to do a post at all. Wow. This is going to sound pretty silly after I just said all of that.^ But I was thinking. When I first started my pinterest, I did imstoryteller as my username because I'd seen that some girls did like imjanie (as an example, I really actually don't know anybody named Janie on blogger =P) as their usernames, so I decided to use that. But... um... I don't really like it. *nervous cough* So. I was thinking. What should I change it to? I thought I would let you guys help me out a little, because I always get lots of good ideas but can never choose. =P

Okey dokey. So here are a few that I've come up with so far:

stringingathousandlights

brighterthenashootingstar

touchthesky

letyourfearflyfree

beahero

I'm kind of leaning towards the last one, considering it's kind of my "catch-phrase"... what do ya'll think? :)

Thanks for being like the most amazing friends ever. <3 Love each and every one of you. <3 You are my heroes. <3

Be a hero,
Anna